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this week is my final exam..perhaps it is really2 my last final exam in my degree…insyaalah…mmmm dah letih stadi dah…sebut pasal final nie membuatkan mood raya aku hilang..yer la raya ke-5 dah kena ngadap final…semalam baru jer bis paper power e..second trial..nasib baik ada rakan seperjuangan yang sanggup stadi ngan aku..adam, joefina,syikin and jue..otai tue depa semua..aniway thanks kat korang..hehehehe

final aku dijangka abis selamanya pada 10 nov 06 nie..yabeda bedo…bodoh!

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mmmm tapi ada satu benda yang buat aku dalam dilema..malas nak masuk kejer balik..1 Dis 06 aku kena report duty balik kat tempat keje lama aku..kerja kilang..freescale semiconductor…dulu org panggil motorola PJ..yer lah, dah 3 tahun aku tinggalkan tempat tue.. cuti stadi la…hahahahaha..HR pun dah panggil masuk balik..so hope aku dapat jumpa rakan2 sekerja dan awek2 freescale yang dah lama aku tinggal kan hahahaha..jahat sungguh aku nie…

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sekarang nie mood aku tergangngu sikit..ada personal probs..menda nie aku dah jangka kan akan belaku dan finally berlaku jugak..time raya plak tue..argg tension tul la..bukan senang nak jaga hati org nie..arggg apa salah aku tuhan??? adat hidup dalam dunia, bila jauh dirindu2..bila dekat nampak yang buruk sahaja..bila baru semua sayang..bila ’sizen’ semua tak suka..wat to do la..tension gak..sampai bila agaknya aku boleh bertahun..hanya allah jer yang tentukan..aku berdoa semuanya kan kembali normal walaupun tidak dapat kita padamkan kesan nya…

ok la…see yaa huuu hahahah hiiiii

KUALA LUMPUR, 28 Okt - Kebanyakan rakyat Malaysia hari ini berkongsi pandangan bahawa Perdana Menteri, Dato Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi "bukanlah seorang perdana menteri yang pintar", kata Penyelidik Pelawat Kanan Asia Research Institute di Singapura, Maznah Mohamad.

"Sebelum ini, rakyat merasa adalah baik Abdullah menggantikan Mahathir dan dia adalah nafas baru," Maznah dipetik oleh AFP sebagai berkata.

Hari ini, "kebanyakan rakyat Malaysia hari ini berkongsi pandangan bahawa Abdullah bukanlah seorang perdana menteri yang pintar".

Maznah menyifatkan krisis yang dihadapi oleh Abdullah hari ini menunjukkan "faktor rasa selesa" yang ada pada kepimpinan Abdullah semakin hilang.

Pertemuan Abdullah dengan Dr Mahathir dua hari sebelum Hari Raya yang lalu diharap oleh para pengikut Abdullah akan menamatkan kritikan Dr Mahathir terhadap penggantinya itu.

Bagaimanapun, bekas Perdana Menteri bukan sahaja tidak menghentikan kritikannya malah pertembungannya dengan Abdullah dan mereka yang disebutkan oleh Dr Mahathir sebagai "konco-konco" Abdullah dilihat semakin sengit.

Malah Abdullah sendiri tidak tahu bilakah ketegangan hubungannya dengan Dr Mahathir akan berakhir.

""Tak tahulah, itu terpulang kepada Dr Mahathir," Bernama memetik beliau.

Dalam apa yang dilihat sebagai tindakbalas terhadap serangan "konco-konco" Abdullah yang didakwa oleh Dr Mahathir cuba menggambarkannya sebagai "begitu buruk dan tidak dianggap siuman lagi," bekas Perdana Menteri menyifatkan negara ini telah diselubungi oleh suasana penuh ketakutan dan menekankan haknya untuk mengkritik Abdullah.

An open letter by Tun Dr Mahathir

Ladies and gentlemen Citizens of Malaysia …..

Why did I criticise the Prime Minister?

Because no one else is able to criticise the Prime Minister. He cannot be criticised by his Deputy, his Cabinet Ministers, Umno Supreme Council members, Menteri Besar, Chief Ministers, Members of the Dewan Rakyat, Members of the Senate, Members of the State Legislative Council, Umno members at all levels, Government Officers and anyone from royalty to beggars.

The mainstream media including radio and television are not allowed to admonish the Prime Minister. Pre-paid telephones are now required to be registered so that anyone who transmits SMSes will be known by the Government and action can be taken. The Internet and the websites will be electronically bugged and action taken against anyone who criticises the Prime Minister. Anyone who attempts to hold any function that may involve criticising the Prime Minister will be harassed and threatened by the police and Government leaders to force them to cancel the function.

I myself have been blocked using all sorts of means to stop me from criticising the Prime Minister.

1. I cannot be invited by Umno, non-government organisations, associations of government officers or non-government officers, universities or any other institutions.

2. Umno members and the public are prevented from and advised against attending any functions or meetings where I am to speak.

3. All sorts of threats are meted out by police and political leaders to scare anyone who refuses to comply.

4. Every time anything that involves the public takes place, the Deputy Prime Minister and certain other quarters will forcefully advise that any criticism, comment or debate should stop. Actions that are taken or threatened to be taken include sacking, transfer to remote areas like in Sabah, retraction or cancellation of contracts, harassment by the banks, call-up by the police, the Anti-Corruption Agency and other government enforcement agencies, detained and interrogated repeatedly.

A climate of fear has enveloped this country. No one dares to comment, criticise or oppose anything that is done by the Prime Minister. In a situation where no one can criticise the Prime Minister, I have to voice my criticisms on matters that do not concern my personal being, but only those that concern the interest of the religion, race and country.

Because of this, I am abused by the Prime Minister’s henchmen including component party leaders, the mainstream media that is controlled by Kali and Brendan and all other government apparatus. The questions and issues I have raised have not been answered. What is being questioned is my right to comment and criticise. Attempts are made to disparage me so badly that I am made out to be of unsound mind. Repeatedly, allegations were made that the administration during my time was worse. Their media make out that my criticisms of the Prime Minister are despicable and reprehensible.

Muslims should know that even the Imam can be corrected by those he leads in prayers if he reads or does something wrong. Saidina Abu Bakar, Islam’s first Caliph, had asked to be corrected if he did something wrong, not by foreigners but by the Muslims themselves. But the current Prime Minister cannot at all be commented upon, criticised or advised. He is almost a saint who is free from any human weaknesses or wrongs.

My meeting with him should be kept secret from the rakyat. And because we have met, I can no longer criticise whatever is done by the Prime Minister. Because of my statement that I would continue criticising if something that is not good for the religion, race and country is done by the Prime Minister, all sorts of condemnations and insults are thrown by these hatchetmen and the mainstream media towards me.

Because all avenue for criticising the government has been shut, therefore I am forced to come up with this written statement so that it is not spun by anyone. 

Sincerely,

Dr Mahathir bin Mohamad Malaysian citizen and commoner

Oct 27, 2006

no comment..semuanya dah clear..somethin’ that hard to say..how hard??? arggggghhh very very very very hard..any dah tak lama dah..